A Winter's Landscape

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There is a time for gatherings in me,

a time for severance and loneliness.

The land is pallid, and here lies empty

what light once held her fruitful loveliness.

 

The leaves have fallen brown and gentle still,

the trees have shed all their loss and sorrow

and live blander for it, upon this hill

of rock where I’ll know my last tomorrow.

 

The image of her wrist, stippled by rust,

conjures memories of sweet yester years,

where love fills a heart with unmeasured trust,

deep with the treasured press of lips and tears.

 

There is a heaviness within me past,

there is a laughter clutching tight my chest.

There is specter who waits for me last,

a pale heart ceased within a paler breast.

 

The wind is crying through the soft grasses,

a shroud of rain is drifting nearer still -

my soul trembles not at its cold passes

nor the deathly archangel’s quiet thrill,

 

nor the snow washed down from that higher ledge,

nor winter’s desolate and fevered storm,

but like the promise at desire’s edge,

only the thought that my love was once warm.

 

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